SAD BUT TRUE
Nakakatawa how one would die looking for it,
while one would just let it die…
Nakakatawa how each and everyone of us is very much affected by
love…
Nakakatawa how everyone live by because of LOVE.
Well, here is a story…
In a dream, GOD told me,that I could pick up a woman I like from His
field. But i have to choose only one. Once na
nakapili na ako, I have to raise my hand and say I
finally found her, then go back to GOD for praise.
But, He has this condition, that I could never turn
back. Once nalampasan ko, I should move
forward. Sabi ko, GOD won’t give me rotten
crops of women. I have been a good son and I
deserve to be with a good woman. So my journey
begin, as I went through the field, nakita ang iba’t
ibang klase ng babae. Some were tempting me to
pick them. Pero sabi ko, baka may mas maganda,
mas mabait, mas matalino, mas masipag, mas
mahal ako sa dulo ng field na ito. I let go. Once.
Twice. Believing that in the end of the field is my
princess, waiting for me. Then I saw a woman. She
sees me while I was there picking up crops in
GOD’s field. She looked at me straight eye. And I
don’t know why, pero there is something in her
that I longed for. Pero hindi pwede I have to make
it to the end of the field. I have to see the right
princess. If habang lumalayo ako nakakakita ako ng
ganitong klase ng babae, baka in the other end
may mas hihigit pa sa kanya. Until, I reached the
end of the field. GOD asked me, "Di ba
napakakulit mo, araw araw nagdadasal ka na
magkaron ng partner in life, ngayon bakit wala
kang dala. My crops are all fresh and good. There
is none there na di maganda. All for the picking."
I answered. "I thought I would see someone at the
end of your crops, my LORD, wala na pala." Each
steps to perfection na hinahanap is a step to
nothingness. I have met someone in my path but I
did let her go. Believing na there is someone
better, at the end of your field. God said, Im sorry
my child, but you have to face reality. I have given
you enough time to choose. Face these
consequences. Then i said, "I’m sorry that I
wasn’t brave enough to raise my hand in the
middle of the field and commit myself to
someone. I was not ready to face the challenges
of life with someone I thought was of lesser value
than me.. I’m sorry.
Nagising ako’t umiiyak, saying sorry to GOD and to my life. Then I
realized that GOD is giving me another chance to
choose, but not in His field but in the field of
uncertainty. Now I’m looking at the one looking at
me straight eyed wondering if she is the one.
A good lesson for love…longing for
perfections? If you have doubts or second
thoughts, be honest to tell your other half…go for
your happiness…follow what your heart see, hear
and felt…before that person be unreachable…Express
what you feel!!!
